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Monday, March 21st, 2005
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12:05 pm
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Shit, it's been a while since I have updated this thing.
Um, Lets see, I moved to hawaii so now I am in hawaii. Awesome. Anyways, I am actuallylatefor work, so I gotta getgoing. Ciao.
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| Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
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5:51 pm - So yeah
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I am moving again after spending three months in Washington. But this time I'm moving to somewhere better. That's right, I'm moving back to my hometown. I'm moving back to Hawaii! Finally I get to go surfing again. I'm moving by the end of January, I think I am going to leave on the 18th. Not sure yet. Anyways, wish me luck!
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| Friday, December 17th, 2004
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2:06 pm - So once again ..
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It's been a while since I posted anything. Been busy alot lately with family and work up here in freezing Washington. Anyways, just wanted to let ya'll know I am good, and to see if ya'll are good also, anyways, ciao.
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| Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004
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12:11 pm - Politics ...
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| Friday, October 22nd, 2004
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9:47 am
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Yet another long awaited update.
Washington is fun, I love it here, but I miss everyone back in CA. Much love to you guys.
love you all.
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| Monday, September 13th, 2004
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9:52 am
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| Thursday, August 26th, 2004
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11:06 am
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| Monday, August 23rd, 2004
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7:10 pm - SOOOOO Close
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8 days left counting today, 8 days left here in California ... I am missing it already.
Ok, for those people that I forget your number *looks at Flip and Nat* I am going to have a BBQ like shindig thing at my house this Sat. Time is not certain yet, and if you need directions, call Jooooooooooooooeee, or Joe.
My friend Josh Garahm is playing at Java Cafe on Madison and Fair Oaks also, at 7pm, so I am hoping to get there and see him play, he is awesome. Then go to the underground and maybe see Dead City Sunday.
Anyways, call me to talk about Sat if ya want to come, Stace, I lost your new cell number btw. (985-6906)(357-5150)
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| Wednesday, August 18th, 2004
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7:49 pm - SO PWR
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Well, today was a day that just was ... good and bad. Let me start here-
I woke up today, and packed some things, cleaned around the house for the big move and such.
Called Nessa and chatter with her forever, gawd I felt like such a woman. We talked about a lot of things, what she is going to be doing after her bday, just a bunch of stuff like that.
When I was on the phone with nessa, Gio(kryptoniteboy) had called her while I was still on the line. So I started to think (which I rarely do nowadays) and asked nessa for his "digits". Called him, and we chatted like two girls who talk alot on the phone. That made my day. Gio and his accent is so teh sex. And now I can say I called someone in Canada and talked to them for like an hour. Gio, don't forget to call me before the 31'st so I can give the the numbah I can be reached at.
So I was in a good mood, from neutral. Talking to a friend, I felt I had known him for much longer than I have. Glad you are a friend, Mr. Metrosexual!
Anyways, after I hung up with him, I went to go and pick up my little brother from school nextdoor. Hehe he was in a wonderful mood when he came out of the class. I suprised him, and met him in front of his classroom. He loves school, I remember, when I was in 4th grade, I HATED school. oh well, I'm glad he likes it. Just don't want him to turn out like me, a failure.
Got home, started packing all of my mother's pictures that were in the closet. Before I packed them, I looked through them, not to be nosey or anything, but to see old memories of my childhood. I was such a happy and cheery, always smiling, in every picture I saw, baby. Those pictures also made me realize how much I miss my father. I mean, I thought I hated him, for not being there, for saying to my mother "You take the kids, you wanted them" as to 'punish' her, for all the times I could have done things with him, all the times I went back to hawaii just to see him and instead have him ignore me, for never calling me, sending me a letter, birthday card, christmas card, anything. I had so much rage towards him, build up and ready to explode.
I felt that he didn't want anything to do with me, so I shut him completely out of my life. When he called to hear about my graduation, I told him what was going on, that I did not want him to come. My exact words were "Why do you want to come? This is the first phone call I have recieved from you in 7 years. SEVEN YEARS! And now all of a sudden you want to see me? What makes you think I want to see you? I'm sorry, I don't want to talk to you anymore, I am going to hang up." I remember that just as if it was yesterday. I wanted him to hurt. I wanted him to feel what I have felt for the past 13 years of my life. He left my life when I was 6. I never really got to know him at all. I wanted him to suffer. I hated him.
But then, while I was looking through the pictures, I saw a different side of him. A side that actually captured moments of him with me. At least 9 photo albums were of him and I when I was a baby. At my birth, pictures of my first day at the beach, at the zoo, birthdays, baptismals, lu'aus, holidays, my parent's wedding, the day after, and more pictures of the two of us -father and son. Those pictures are what I have been missing in my reality. Actually, no- he is what I have been missing in my reality. Growing up without a father is not fun. You may not realize it now, but it scars a child for life. Today I realized that I do not hate my father for all that he has done, or lack there of, but I actually miss him.
Ok, enough with the sob story, after I packed everything, I cooked some dinner for the family. I went to the blockbuster down the street from my house to drop off a video, on the way back, I drove past my friend Roger's house, who I have known since I was in 2nd grade, he was one of my first friends in California, and someone I haven't seen in about 5 years. As I was driving by, I saw a guy standing out there holding a baby, and he looked quite familiar. I drive past his house a little, then stop and reverse and park. I start walking towards the house, and low and behold, it was Roger. I was so happy to see him, reuniting with a VERY old friend before I leave.
You see, Roger, when he got married, he disappeared from all of his friends, even two of my oldest best friends who I also met in 2nd grade. Hence the reason for being EXTREMELY happy to see him. I stop and chatted with him for a while, caught up a little, introduced my little brother, and met his son, Roger also hehe. Gave him my number since he never remembered it. This made my day go from sad, to awesome. I'm glad I finally saw him again, it's been too long. I am going to call my friend in Rosemont, which is one of my oldest best friends, and one of the first friends I had when I moved to California, and let him know that Roger and I are going to do something sometime this week, and Robert needs to come with, since it has been 11 years that all three of us have been around each other. I miss the days of 2nd grade.
Anyways, that was my day. Ranging in moods but at least ending in a good one. Crap, I don't have any cigarettes, ok, bad mood now. :p
If you actually read all that, thanks. This was a big chip to get off my shoulder. The father part. First time I have actually said anything about him and how I feel towards him.
Joe, if you read this before Thursday(tomorrow) I have a doctors appointment and won't be able to hang out unless you want to do something that night.
Stace, Give me a call, you're not a failure, give me a call ok?
Gio, Hahaha such a fun conversation earlier today man, felt like I knew you forever, Mr Metrosexual! :p Oh yeah, Le Canada Suce ! :p
Thanks again guys, ciaoz-
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| Tuesday, August 10th, 2004
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11:44 pm
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Purrs said: "Aw you talked about me in your LJ XP"
I'm saying to Stace: "But you still didn't call me! What the eff!"
She just doesn't like to talk to me anymore, i hate you stace. :p
So yeah ... I came here to update my LJ, but I don't know what to put since my day was boring.
Um, oh yeah, JOE! If you have sarah pelachio's number, I need it please! :P um, I want to go out to lunch next week sometime with everyone before I leave, so tell me when ya'll get a day off.
I woke up to retarted neighbors screming vulgarities and obscinities this morning, nothing like waking up to that! Sat around, did nothing, don't work until the 23, so I got a loge time to sit at my house and start packing my stuff.
Wow, aren't I exciting????
I know, I am "you put me on the edge of my seat thriling!"
Um, ............................ maybe.
what a waste of internet space.
OH! Here is something EXCITING! Ok, a blonde opens a box of cheerios, what does she say?
Oh, donut seeds. lol I am teh sex. shrug.
Ok, i'm gonna go play gunbound for a few, then a smokey treat, then bed. or someting, i dunno. ciaoz
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| Sunday, August 8th, 2004
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10:28 pm
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Well, I am moving next month. Before the 14th. I guess I should start packing ... nah, I'll wait till the last minute.
PS Haste the Day and Underoath and The Divine Romance are sexy
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| Wednesday, July 28th, 2004
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1:49 pm
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Well, it's been decided.
Yup, I am moving to Washington State very soon. Depends when my family wants to go. I haven't been able to get ahold of little John so I can't find out about that job up in Lincon. Everyone call me so we can hang out MORE before I leave, ok? It was a really tough decision to make, but I need to move and start over.
I know one day, that I will regret moving. And if I don't move, I will regret NOT moving.
Leaving the sunshine state for the rainy state. I already miss everyone here and I have't left yet.
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| Friday, July 23rd, 2004
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12:54 pm
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Ok, after about a month of trying to get a new damn atm card, I finally got it. Now I don't have to carry cash on me anymore. Whew.
Sometimes I wonder why I still have this thing. I mean, I update it what? Once a month, if that? I dunno
My parental figure went to Washington for a job interview last thursday so I had the house to myself until this past tuesday. Was fun. Got to just sit down with a few of my old friends that came up to visit me from Rosemont and knock back a few beers.
Some people may not like beer, but I don't hate it, I mean, alcohol is alcohol.
Um, for those of you who tried to go to my website, the previous address won't work anymore (i just found this out like last week) due to something, I dunno what, don't ask me =P the new address is http://www.inimicus.com/~iw (http://iw.inimicus,com wont work anymore)
Ok, um, today is my relaxing day, no work. I hate working outside in this heat, but hey, at least I get to work on my "much needed tan" lol.
I may be moving up to Washington in the next few months, either that or Lincon. Depends if I can get a job with my friends work up in Lincon. I really hope I can get that job because I would hate to leave everyone here. PLUS - the rent would only be 300 for full ultities and such(i'll be making like 11.80 an hour up there).
On the other hand, I really need to get away from this place. I mean in washington, at least I could start off fresh ya'kno? But that has it's down sides too.
Hey Stacy, give me a call ok? We haven't hung out in a while, and I know you rarely come online now, but you not answering your phone when I call, it may be the fact that I call at like 12am, but still :p call me.
xkaterzx, who are ya? Lol and how did ya get on my friends list? and I will marry you tomorrow.
and to those who are on my friends list that I don't know, WHO ARE YOU ALL AND HOW DID YOU GET THERE? I already know I am gonna get some stupid, smart ass answers, but hey, I do the same also.
Anyways - I'm off to go jump in the pool, gotta tan a bit mroe. Adiosbyeciao!
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| Monday, July 19th, 2004
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5:58 pm
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| Thursday, July 15th, 2004
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11:34 pm
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11:33 pm
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8:54 pm - forgot one
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| How to make a ryuujinkero |
Ingredients:
5 parts competetiveness
5 parts crazyiness
3 parts instinct |
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Top it off with a sprinkle of wisdom and enjoy! |
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8:21 pm - theres a piece, of a puzzle known as life ...
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..wrapped in fear, sealed up twice.
Random Quiz thing:
btw, everyone should start playing gunbound again. I lurve it. leave me a message if ya be playing.
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| Friday, July 2nd, 2004
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10:57 pm
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Hey Joe, Happy Birthday, I'm sorry it isn't as happy as it is supposed to be, hope it was still a good day even though the memories.
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| Saturday, June 12th, 2004
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9:26 pm - Play sausage! Who has the longest?
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